Title: About Last Night (A Kentucky Cowboys Novel)
Author: Carter Ashby
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Release Date: June 4, 2019
Hosted by: Buoni Amici Press, LLC.

ABOUT THE BOOK

Newly divorced Tessa Hunt is determined that last night’s bad decision is both the first and last of its kind. Unfortunately, that bad decision wears a cowboy hat, has a killer smile, and somehow managed to undo years of damage to her ego in just one night. She’s more than tempted to keep him in mind for future rendezvous, but in her heart, she knows better. After all, he’s just a playboy like her ex, and definitely no good for a serious relationship.

Cooper Dean’s night with Tessa is a wake-up call. Holding her had felt different. Not like a one-night stand at all. And while he wants to see more of her, he knows he has to get his life together first. That means coming to terms with his grief over the loss of his wife, and rising to the challenge of fatherhood. His first task as a single father is to take his son to the first day of Kindergarten. Seems simple enough, until he finds out that his son’s teacher is none other than the lovely Tessa Hunt.

Now, the two neighbors are finding common ground in their concern for Cooper’s children and their attraction to each other. But can Tessa open herself to trust again? Can this cowboy widower let go of his past and embrace the future with a new love?

MY REVIEW

Tessa had lost to a dead woman. No contest.

Tessa may be older than Cooper, but she felt inadequate when Cooper and his in-laws talked about his dead wife, Kirsten. Her experience with an ex-husband who cheated on her time and again made her feel incompetent and defective. Can she find love again with a man who is still in love with a ghost?

Don’t do anything dumb. That was comforting. Because he’d never done anything dumb before, no way. Not Cooper. Not a dumb move in his life. Not knocking up Kirsten in college. Not winding up in jail for a year. Not sleeping with his drunk next-door neighbor.

Cooper didn’t want to lose his relationship with Tessa, but when his kids call her mommy, he tenses up thinking he doesn’t want the kids to forget their real mommy. Can he get over his past and let Tessa into his life?

There’s a right thing to do, here…for yourself, for the kids, and for Tessa. And I guarantee you, Kirsten would have wanted you to do it. Finish falling in love with her, let those kids fall in love with her, and live your life. Count your damn blessings.

Killian’s advice to Cooper is well-articulated. He is my favorite character who is intelligent beyond his years. He is so deserving of a good woman after loving Cooper’s dead wife from afar. I see a great story there.

I loved this book and read it in one sitting! The characters are likable and real. Their vulnerabilities are heartbreaking and the way Tessa and Cooper work together to make a life together with Cooper’s two children is touching and inspiring. Highly recommend! Can’t wait for Killian’s story.

Thank you to Ms. Ashby, Plain Jane Publishing, and Buoni Amici Press for giving me the opportunity to review this book with no expectations of a positive review given.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Carter Ashby lives in Missouri with her three kids and two dogs. When she’s not working, or raising children, she enjoys writing real, romantic, and slightly naughty stories.

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EXCERPT

He lowered his eyes, suddenly aware he was half-drunk and mostly naked at ten thirty in the morning. “Maybe I could take you to dinner.”

She snorted. “Don’t do me any favors. Let’s just go back to the way things were and pretend we don’t know each other.”

He looked back up. Was she serious? Last night was the best sex he’d had in ages. She’d been all over him like an animal; he could barely keep up. Maybe he’d failed to impress her. She was a little older than him. Maybe she had higher expectations than the college girls he usual landed in bed with. Still, he wasn’t one to beg. Not much, anyway. “Come on, Tess, what did I do wrong?”

“Nothing. You did nothing wrong. I’m just…just embarrassed and ashamed, and I want you out of my sight so I can pretend like it didn’t happen.”

With a sigh, he stepped backward toward the door. “Tell you what. I’m gonna get sober, get dressed, and then ask you out proper-like, okay?”

“What is this?”she asked. “You feel sorry for me or something?”

“No, not at all. It’s just–“

“I don’t need you to fix this. Last night wasn’t your fault. You were just behaving according to your nature. I’m the one who did something stupid.”

His confusion suddenly took a back seat to anger. “You keep talking about me like I’m too dumb to understand what you’re saying. I got feelings, too, you know.”

She actually snorted before turning back to her coffee pot to fill the mug she’d been holding. “Sure you do, cowboy. You and your feelings need to get the hell out of my house.”

“You know, some women are actually happy after a night with me.”

“Well, then, maybe your time would be better spent finding one of them.”

Fine. What was the point arguing with her when she was so all-fired determined to dislike him? “Maybe I will. I’ve got plenty of options. Plenty.”

“I’m duly impressed,”she said blandly.

“You should be. I’m talking tall, stacked, gorgeous young women.”

She slammed her mug on the counter, coffee splashing out, and spun to face him, this time with tears welling in her eyes. “Then go! I cannot imagine why you’re standing here bothering me when you clearly have better things on the horizon. Just go!”

“Fine! I’m going. And hey, keep that damn dog of yours on your side of the yard.”

“Leave Clark out of it. He never did anything to you.”

Cooper slammed the door behind him. He’d been living in companionable silence next door to that woman for nine months, now. They didn’t speak much, but sometimes he’d mow her lawn for her, or she’d pick up his mail for him and set it inside his screen door. It had been nice. Polite. But now, well, she could mow her own lawn and see how she liked dodging the piles of crap Clark left all over.

He beelined for his fridge and grabbed another beer. So what if she thought he was a slob? So what if she thought he was the male version of a slut? So what if she was maybe a little bit right?

He took his beer to his room, and before he fully realized what he was doing, he started unstacking the boxes in the corner until he came to the one marked, keepsakes written in his mother-in-law’s handwriting. He ripped the tape off and opened the box. He set his beer on the floor and began digging through the contents, a mishmash of items from jewelry to letters to photos. And then he pulled out a framed photo. He collapsed against the wall and held it in one hand while he reclaimed his beer.

Kirsten had been his first everything. First kiss, first partner, first love. In the photo, she was smiling, several months pregnant. She was staring up at a handsome young man who had never slept with anyone but her, and who never got drunk to numb his feelings, and who couldn’t wait to take on the responsibilities of fatherhood–a young man who was gainfully employed and took pride in his work. A young man Cooper never saw anymore when he looked in the mirror. No, what he saw in the mirror was exactly what Tess saw…a bum. A young, irresponsible, drunken bum.

The photo was beginning to blur as Cooper’s eyes stung with unshed tears. “If I knew how to get back to that I would,” he murmured.

He kissed the photo, crawled into bed, and fell asleep with the empty bottle in one hand and the photo in the other.